Idky today everyone seems like wanted to wake me up early. A friend called, then my neighbor asked for help. Not that I’m bothered but my sleeping time is rather precious for my mood /sighs.

But during short period of sleep I managed to dream something. Of mom. It was rather bittersweet tho.

We’re lying on a bed in my current room. I’m sleeping next to her. I asked, “Mom don’t have to go anywhere today, right?” And she answered with no. She continued to caress me. I can only hug her tighter. Snug closer to her arms. Such a bliss.

I woke up and feeling disoriented a bit. Then I realized mom is not here.

Throbbing heartache felt. And I cried.


Author: Allison Nakamura

Tannya Aditya. Also known as Allison Nakamura of @DBSKCassIndo. Editor by weekdays, blogger on weekend. Quiescent misanthropist and sugoi motherfucker. 東方神起ファン. http://tohosync.flavors.me/


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