Idky today everyone seems like wanted to wake me up early. A friend called, then my neighbor asked for help. Not that I’m bothered but my sleeping time is rather precious for my mood /sighs.
But during short period of sleep I managed to dream something. Of mom. It was rather bittersweet tho.
We’re lying on a bed in my current room. I’m sleeping next to her. I asked, “Mom don’t have to go anywhere today, right?” And she answered with no. She continued to caress me. I can only hug her tighter. Snug closer to her arms. Such a bliss.
I woke up and feeling disoriented a bit. Then I realized mom is not here.
Throbbing heartache felt. And I cried.