i’ve been so so naive. thinking that everyone is my friend when actually we barely know each other. do you ever call me by the name?
people kept excluding me out of their circle and i can only watch :( not that i don’t want to fight for it. but does that matter anymore? you probably don’t want to talk to me ever again.
rn i am afraid to have a relationship because people would leave. they will leave. they will exclude me again. they will forget that i’m exist. they actually forgot i’m in the room.
they won’t see me.
and it hurts.